Reincarnated: Elemental Dragons (Vol 1 & 2)

[18]. Dream

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Mimosa's Tower Hall
Unknown Location

MIYAKO DIANA AKIYAMA

I want to kill him! Kasalanan niya kung bakit ako nahihirapan! Why I embraced the darkness and let it consume me until I can't see myself anymore.

All my life I protected him at all cost! All my life I gave him love so that he can feel a sibling's love but he didn't saw it, he neglected it like a piece of rotting garbage.

He always let me see that I'm nothing. Nagtiis ako dahil mahal na mahal ko siya bilang kapatid ko, it's my responsibility as his older sister. Hindi naman ako nagkulang sa pag-gabay sa kaniya kahit wala na ang mga magulang namin.

I protected him from the dark miasma the forbidden book he opened. I was tortured because of him. I become like this because of him.

I look at him screaming and crying while he sees his nightmare. Kulang pa ang paghihirap na 'yan, brother dear, you deserve more painful than this.

Lumapit ako sa kaniya while I'm holding my knife. The flow of blood was majestic that my lips curved into a smile.

He roamed his tired eyes and smiled. A genuine one.

"Sorry Miyako, sorry ate kung magiging masaya ka kung mamatay ako if It's what your heart desire, go on, but I want you to know that I love you, ate," he said while tears flooded his tired eyes.

I heard the ting sound as my knife was dropped in the cold floor. I felt my body tremble and my hands ran cold. I looked upon him once again and memories kept flooding into me.

You're not like this Miyako. Don't kill your brother.

I heard a familiar voice in my head said. My own voice. The past me.

No! No! You need to kill him! Kiriko's orders. Kiriko helped me she cared for me when no one does. I need to kill Red, I need to!

Don't. Don't kill him!

I screamed tears and blood ran out my eyes. Stop it! I need to kill him but my head and my heart hurts just by thinking of it but, I need to... I need to...

Kinuha ko ulit ang kutsilyo sa sahig I need to kill him, it's for the good. You need to rest, brother.

"Nighty night little brother." Inihanda ang gagawin kong saksak.

But then again this tears can't stop falling. Gusto kong tumawa gaya ng kanina to show how happy I am that I was able to hurt him but my laughter betrayed me. My throat run dry and I can't even gulp. Something inside me is stopping me from killing him.

Then I saw one of Kiriko's puppet preparing a powerball in our direction the aim might hurt me but it would hurt my brother more.

And I don't know what I'm doing. I run into his direction to protect him.

Memories keep pushing me. My heart took control.

It was night hindi umuwi ang papa namin kasi he have a royalty work. Naiwan kami ni Red sa malaking palasyo kasama ang mga maids. Red asked me to accompany him because it's raining outside with thunder. I bet the lighting dragons enjoyed the rain and they create thunder as they party in their kingdom.

"Ate, ate! Ikaw ang pinaka maganda at pinaka-mabait na ate sa buong dragon realm!" wika ni Red as he prepare to sleep. He smiled sweetly at me.