face to face//mendes ✓

Chapter 16

He leaned in, it was like he couldn't stop and leaned right in and kissed me. Hard. I gave in. His lips so smooth as the moved on mine. His breath mixed with mine. He held me tighter as he kissed me harder. I kissed him back. Not wanting to stop. His muscles in his back moving with his every movement as he grasped my now limp body. It was intense.  I felt so confused in a good way. I was in nirvana. He went up and down my neck with his lips.
    
He let go a few minutes later. I was breathing heavily, my eyes closed, as he apologized.

"I'm so sorry. That got way out of hand. I shouldn't have done that."
   
"No. I helped you," I fought back, my eyes still closed, replaying what just happened in my mind.
     
That was my first kiss too. I had a boyfriend the last year, but it was nothing serious. I couldn't believe my first kiss was with THE Shawn Mendes.

"I'm so sorry."
       "No. I enjoyed it," I confessed, my face burning as I blushed.

His face turned scarlet and then started to talk again.

"You're a great kisser."

"Thanks?"I said, confused.
      
"Would you do it again if you could?" He asked with a wild look in his eyes.
     
I nodded slightly and he began to kiss me again, with more passion. His eyes shut, I could feel his eyelashes on my cheek. His jawline moving with his lips, down my neck and up. He didn't stop and I didn't make him. I sat in his lap and kissed him back.

Biting his lip, I whispered, "How are we ever going to stop?"

"I don't," he murmured. "Know or care."
       
He continued to kiss me as the tour bus door opened. In walked Cameron Dallas. The Cameron Dallas. We didn't know until he walked over and coughed.

"Is this a bad time?" He asked, his face bright red, trying to contain his laughter.
   
We both shot away from our kiss and looked up. I could've been there at any other moment when Cameron Dallas walked in, but no it had to be now.

"Like seriously guys, you want me to go?" He pointed towards the door. 
     "No," I said as I stood up. "I have to call Sam anyways, you guys talk. I'll be outside." The best excuse I could've came up with popped out of my mouth without even thinking.

I found my phone and went outside the tour bus and dialed Sam's number. I didn't know which to tell her first, whether I just met Cameron Dallas or that I kissed Shawn. Twice.
   
"Hey, Bickle."
    
"Guess who I just met?"I asked, still out of breath from the kiss.

"Shawn."

"No dummy. Cameron Dallas," I told her as she screamed when she heard his name. "But, he came in at a really bad time, Shawn and I were kissing."

"Wait, you and Shawn?"

"Yes."

"Mendes?

      She sounded like I just said I had 4 eyes. I told her everything leading up to the kiss and after. She took it all in without a word.

   "That's what happened," I ended my story with.

"Really? He just- "

    "Hey Alyssa! Shawn wants you," Cameron shouted from the tour bus door,half-laughing.

  "I got to go." I rushed Sam's good bye and went into the tour bus.