Dear Siblings

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It's so hard

To fake it for the crowd,
It's such a relief
To get home, to a place
Where I can be me,
But then I get stuck with more people
And I still can't drop the mask
That I constructed for the outside world
I only get peace while I'm asleep,
And what cruel irony is it, that I can't sleep.

I've got people here,
Looking up to me
People I have to be strong for,
People I would give up everything for.
I can't let them see me weak,
Broken, sad, shattered, battered.
I can't let them see me.
It's exhausting,
Keeping this mask up all the time
But I'll do it,
I'll do it to protect them. 

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