Tired

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I'm tired, I'm weak
I haven't slept in a week
My thoughts keep me up 
Words bouncing around my head 
Wondering, dreaming, hoping, thinking...
About life. Things that will happen. Things that won't. 
Things I wish will happen, things I wish won't. 
About the past. Things that I wish I could change, 
Words I wish I could unsay. Things I wish I would have said. 
Memories that slowly tear me apart. 
Stuck forever in the past. 
No longer able to live in the moment, to make it last. 
I worry that I'm not living life to the fullest. 
That I'm not good enough. 
All my insecurities float around. 
But I'll never make a sound. 
Stifle it, keep it in. 
Hide my pain within. 
It'll be over soon. 
When the sun rises, and I know. 
I've survived the night. 
I've lived to see the morning light. 


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