Loss

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"I adore you"
I did, I meant it ever time. 
"I love you."
The words came straight from my heart

You were the only person in such a long time 
To make me feel something positive 
To bring a smile to my face 

I laughed harder than I had in a while, 
When I first started talking to you, 
I was perpetually happy
Even though I knew... 

That it would end. 
I knew full well that everything good comes to a close
I was lying to myself the whole time, 
Deceiving myself for the sake of happiness. 

And so, 
It was no surprise to me at all 
When I found out you were unfaithful 
It still hurt, though. 
It hurt like hell. 

It was like being stabbed through the back 
A million times over 
Like walking on hot coals 
Burning in the heat of a thousand fires. 

It hurt. More than anything. 
I was a fool, I had grown dependent on you. 
I thought you would be there tomorrow 
It still burned, though,
When you weren't. 


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