lose yourself::younow

twentieth-sixth

i might put this book on hold because i'm kinda getting tired of writing it :/

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loren's pov

2 weeks later

at first i thought that claire and her posse weren't as mean as i thought they were.

but yet they changed my entire wardrobe, put tons of makeup on my face, and got me a boyfriend.

i guess you could say i like joey, but it's a high school relationship that has been going on for like three weeks, so you can't be that serious in a relationship like that.

joey reminds me everyday of how kind and sweet and funny i am everyday and that makes him one of the best guys i have met yet. but i still don't love love him.

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"hey loren." joey says while i'm at my locker, getting my binder for math.

"hi!" i say.

"so i was wondering about the school dance this friday, and i couldn't think of any 'big' way to ask you out to the dance but i hope that this is okay." he says and pauses. "this dance will be my first dance, and i wanna go to this dance with my first girlfriend. so will you go to the dance with me loren gray?"

"joey, i didn't know that i was your first girlfriend." i say. "but i would like to go to the dance with you."

"sweet!" joey says. "and by the way, i had to convince my parents for a three days to get my first girlfriend, and i don't regret it."

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