lose yourself::younow

thirtieth-fourth

i hate how almost all of the girls at my school are so fake like the fifth graders wear makeup and have boyfriends and act like they're 14, like please act like your 10 or 11 year old self.

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blake's pov

i slowly approach her regretting what i was about to do with every step.

  "loren?" i ask tapping on her shoulder.

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loren's pov

ariel and arii insisted for me to go to some dumb high school party to get over joey.

i had broken up with him last night and i felt so bad. i hadn't been apart of his popular group anymore, therefore i couldn't be dating him.

  "promise me we'll still facetime everyday."

my last words i had said to him before i had left.

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  "loren?"

a silent voice whispered and tapped my shoulder.

i turn around.

i had been standing alone, ariel was with zach and arii was off in her glamorous world, and everybody else was under drinking.

i turned around to see blake with his hair all messed up. still the same tall, warmhearted guy.

i started getting this warm feeling in my heart.

half of it was still heartbroken from joey, but willing to give blake a chance.

  "hi." i say smiling.

  "so, what're you doing here?" he asks.

  "ariel and arii figured it'd be good to come here after breaking up with joey."

  "you guys broke up?!" blake says looking shocked. "i'm so sorry, you guys were such a cute couple."

  "thanks." i say looking at the ground at my warn-out white converses.

  "do you wanna ditch this place?" blake asks.

  "sounds good." i say looking up and smiling a tiny bit.

we exit the door.

he takes my hand and leads me to his car.