lose yourself::younow

thirtieth

nathan's pov

after a couple days of having musical.ly, i noticed loren had gotten the app, as well as her boyfriend.

i had thought this app was childish and was for children, but weston was on it so...

loren's pov

"hey joey." i said quietly while sitting next to him on the front steps on his porch.

it was starting to become fall, where the leaves turn from green to orange and red, and then to brown. when everybody packs away the shorts and t-shirts, and wear sweaters and leggings.

"hey lolo." he says while wrapping an arm around me.

i smile at the nickname all of my friends call me. and zach..

"so on the musical.ly app i showed you, there's apparently a girl named @/lorenbeech, who looks exactly like you, who happens to follow me and i happen to follow her." joey states looking me straight in the eye.

"huh," i say trying looking confused. "small world."

he smiles at my terrible acting.

i wish that life could pause at that perfect moment. where i was with that one person who meant the world to me. we were happy and young.

blake's pov

loren and i haven't talked in ages, but i feel like moving on.

i mean she clearly has a boyfriend, moved on from my friends and i, and started a new life.

she was the first girl that i had a huge crush on that actually might've had a crush on me.

but i guess we'll never know now.