Time Wasted

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Mattie looks different today. We sit together in the park, and he just sits there while I stare at him intently.

"Okay, I give up. What's going on?"

"It's nothing..."

"Oh, come on. I can see there's something going on."

"Well... it was gonna be a surprise..."

"Yeah?"

"I got in to Northwestern!"

"Oh my god! Mattie, that's amazing!"

"Yeah, I'm going to Illinois next weekend to meet my roommates. They seem really cool, one even works as a dj at a club near the dorms..."

He kept talking, but I wasn't listening. I just couldn't shake one word he said. Illinois. That's so far away from New York. And it's almost the end if the school year. We only have now. And I want it to last forever. But I won't.

"... And then we're coming back."

"Mmhm."

"Ey, Sydney, are you good?"

"Yeah, yeah. I'm just... happy for you."

I smiled and hugged him. But my mind was still elsewhere.

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