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chapter ten

Emilia

Maddie doesn't know what is going on. It's too private, I can't tell her. It's too personal and it could get me in trouble if I do so. The only other people who know what is really happening is Kate and David - Maddie's parents. They know what my ex-boyfriend did, the things he done were terrible. You wouldn't think such an innocent looking guy who looked as if he wouldn't hurt a fly turned out to be an abusive alcoholic and drug addict. He was messed up, and it didn't help when I fell pregnant - with his child. He hit me, kicked me, verbally abused me. He turned to alcohol and drugs to 'take his mind off things'. I would always be there for him, but he only threw it back in my face.

I'm really unsure about telling Madison about this whole situation.

Tell her, she deserves to know. After all, she did take your daughter in her arms and her responsibility even though she didn't have a clue what to do.

No! Don't tell her, you'll get in serious trouble if you do. Daniel will only find out anyway, he will do unspeakable things - like in the past.

The voices argued inside my head. I want to tell her, as she has a right to know, but it's far too dangerous. I know it's awful because we are her family but I can't have Daniel hurting anyone because of my irresponsibility. The only things I can do is stay here with Kate and David or leave, but I can't go home. It'll be bringing me closer to Daniel which will put me and Lena in danger, more so Lena..

Madison

These few days have been painful. The boys have their last show tonight which means they are coming home tomorrow. I am so excited to see Brad, I have missed him so much since he's been away. It's been stressful and lonely without him.

Alissa, Ana and I are currently sitting in my living room, chatting, watching movies and having a few drinks as I haven't done that for a while. Ana told me that she has been worried sick about me not turning up to work, but I told her that I was fine and she apparently already knew why I wasn't in.

"So Alissa, are you seeing anyone?" Ana said with a smirk, I grinned towards Alissa causing her to giggle.

"Maybe." She replied with a huge grin, we all squealed in excitement before she could explain to us.

"Tell us!" I said excitedly.

"Well, its early days yet - but I am seeing somebody." Alissa smiled, Ana and I 'awed' at her, causing her to blush slightly.

"What's his name?" Ana asked cheerily.

"I'll let you know if things go as planned." Alissa smirked whilst taking a drink of her wine from the burgundy coloured glass. Ana and I sighed and drunk our wine, watching whatever movie was on the tv.

The night went on and on, and 2 bottles of wine later Ana and Alissa were ready to leave, only because they're tired and I am exhausted- but tonight was good, it took my mind off things definitely.

"Thanks for having us round, we should all go out one night soon!" Alissa shouted before getting into the taxi Ana had called. Ana turned back and smiled at me before getting into the taxi, I shut the door quietly as my head started to thump, creating a throbbing pain.

I decide to tidy things up for Brad coming home tomorrow, since he hates mess - although he is the one who creates it most of the time. 

After the empty wine bottles are thrown away and everything was turned off, I could finally go to bed and relax. I lazily trudge up the stairs and open the door to our bedroom. I close the curtains and get into my pyjamas before crawling beneath the quilts.

I just laid there, thinking about how happy I will be tomorrow when I see Brad for the first time in a month, it has been extremely difficult without him - as you can clearly see. It's like half of my heart left and didn't come back, but now I know that this time tomorrow we will be here making even more amazing memories than before.

I tap my fingers against my hands gently as I go even deeper in thought, but I was rudely interrupted by a loud knock on the door. I sit up immediately and listen for it again, just to be sure. I leap out of bed and grab one of Brad's jumpers that was draped over the bed. I scamper down the stairs and head towards the door, the only source of light was the moon shining brightly through the windows. The knocking was heard again, only this time it seemed louder - as if the person was angry. I grab the keys from the side and make sure there was some sort of protection in case things got out of hand. My eyes lock with a bottle I must have missed earlier, I nod my head and hesitantly unlocked the door - revealing a very tall, muscular figure.

My breathing hitches as I stare at the figure in front of me, I go to speak but he beats me to it.

"You seen a girl with a baby around here?" He blurts out, his voice rough and gravelly. I shake my head in response. He grunts and sighs frustratedly. I flinch and step back a bit, not wanting to get into any trouble.

He grunted angrily before walking away, his broad shoulders taunting me a little bit. He was scary, I didn't want to know who and why he was looking for a girl with a baby. What could've happened?

I sighed and shut the door, immediately locking it. I sigh tiredly and head back to bed, this time putting the keys next to the bed in case I need them. I tuck myself under the warm quilts and was soon taken into a deep and peaceful slumber.

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