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chapter forty six

kind of a boring chapter
SORRY

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It's been almost a week since I told Brad and Anne I'm pregnant and I couldn't be happier. I feel proud of myself for telling them, despite how nervous I was. I also told my mum, she burst out crying, she told me that she is happy for the both of us to finally start a family, even though Brad isn't here. She called my dad while I was over, he also started to cry over the phone.

It's nice to get it off my shoulders now, I feel so relieved!

One thing I am nervous about is the fans.

I don't think I'm ready, but Brad said not to worry about it yet, it's still early and there's no reason to rush. I agreed with him, it is still early - I'm only just over two months!

Brad

"Can I talk to you all for a minute?" I said as I opened the door to the dressing room with the biggest grin on my face.

I can't contain my excitement, I have to tell the boys. Maddie said I can, as long as they keep it on the lowdown for now, until we announce it officially.

"Yeah, sure," Everyone nodded and waited for me to sit down and talk. By everyone, I mean Tris, James, Con, Joe and Dean.

I take a deep breath but the smile on my face wouldn't disappear - and I won't let it because I'm so happy!

"Right, uhm.." I let out a nervous giggle, this is way more nerve wracking than I thought, no wonder Maddie was nervous to tell me.

"Just spit it out! You've had that grin on your face for a whole week!" James pointed out, everyone agreed with him.

"Alright!" I looked down at the floor to try and slow down my heart, it's beating so fast.

"Maddie and I are having a baby!" I said with a toothy grin. Everyone has shocked looks on their faces, I swear Joe is going to pass out - he looks like he's going to anyway.

Everyone cheered and stood from their seats, they came over and hugged me then congratulated me on becoming a dad.

This is so surreal. I can't believe this.

"Buddy, I'm so happy for you!" I could see Dean filming from the corner of the room, I'm not surprised - he films anything and everything.

"Thanks, man," I hugged everyone one-by-one, getting even more 'congratulations' and whatnot.

"Oh, Dean. Can you keep that footage until after we've announced it publicly. I don't want the media and the fans to know just yet, it's still really early steps at the moment," Dean nodded straight away.

"Of course man! Just let me know when you're ready to put it out, I'll keep it in a file for future videos," I nodded and shook his hand, thanking him.

"I can't believe you're going to be a dad, man!" Con parted my back.

"I know! I'm still shocked!" He gave me a hug and told me he's happy for the both of us, as did James and Tris.

I feel so happy that no one has a negative side to this news, I just hope the fans and media take it well - that's the only worry I have.

I know, deep down, that I don't really care about what the people think of it - it's Maddie I'm worried about. It's about how she will take it, whether she will get upset if people start to harass her with negative comments or horrible messages on social media. That's my only concern.

After the chatter died down, Joe tapped me on the shoulder. He asked to speak to me in private - which made me nervous, obviously, because he's my manager.