For You | bws

chapter thirty nine

read a/n at the end pls x

3 weeks later

Brad FaceTimed me everyday day since he left. Although the time zones make it difficult for us we still manage to make it work.

Today I didn't feel as if I wanted to do anything, I took Pip out this morning but that's about it.

Pip is starting to grow out of her name now, she's getting bigger and bigger everyday. She's now up to my thigh on all fours! It's just like yesterday I surprised Brad with her. I smile at the memories.

I lay on the couch with Pip on the floor next to me. I feel really tired and exhausted but I haven't done much at all today. Maybe I'm just not getting enough sleep or it's my body's way of saying I need to do something. Oh, I don't know. I'm too tired to think. All I want to do is have a hot drink and go to sleep.

I stand up which causes a shooting pain to go through my stomach, chest and back. I groan and slowly make my way to the kitchen, Pip trotting behind me.

I grab a cup and the hot chocolate mix from the cupboard and place them both near the white kettle. I switch the kettle on causing the water in it to boil which released a bubbling noise from inside. Steam started to seep out of the spout and the bubbling noise got louder.

I suddenly feel faint. As if a gust of nausea washed over me. My head feels light and my stomach aches badly, as if I have really bad cramps, am I even on my period? When was my last one?

The bubbling stops and the switch flicks back up. My nausea and dizziness almost disappears. That's weird. I brush it off and put the mix in the cup before adding the boiling water.

I return to the living room with my hot drink. I gently place the cup on the coffee table and relax into the couch.

I slightly jumped when my phone started to ring.

Brad❤️ is calling you..

A small smile carves itself on to my face when I read his name. I reach for my phone, ignoring the pain my tired body is in, and answer the phone.

"Hey.." My voice sounds like a frog is in my throat.

"Mads, are you alright? Your voice sounds weird,"

"Oh I'm fine, don't worry about me. Anyway, how are you? Are you enjoying yourself?" The boys flew from Australia to Manila just a few days ago, I have no idea what time it is over there.

"I'm great! It's amazing here, I wish you were here with me to explore the places we've been. I'd love to bring you here one day," Brad softly said through the phone. I smiled and cuddled up to Pip who jumped on next to me.

"I know.. I wish I was there too.."

"How are the shows? From the tour diaries they look like a lot of fun!" I smiled. Brad laughed.

"The shows are so much fun. The crowds are so loud and big, sometimes I don't believe that people actually come to see us, it doesn't seem real!" He sounds so overwhelmed. He's living his dream. He's happy.

Brad and I spoke for hours. Although I didn't feel good, he managed to take my mind off everything and make me laugh and smile. He really is special.