For You | bws

chapter fifty seven

he's literally a masterpiece what a beautiful human being this little baby is agh I love him so much I wish he knew that and I wish I could just cuddle him because I could really do with one of his cuddles rn ugh

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We stayed in the comfortable embrace for goodness knows how long. We forgot about everything and everyone while I cuddled into Brad's warm body with his arms around me, keeping me warm from the bitter wind.

"I thought I lost the baby.." I decided to say, bursting the little bubble we were just in. I never took my eyes away from the view, but I can tell Brad looked down at me when I said that.

"I was so scared, Brad. I didn't know what to do.." I tried to hold back the tears, because I've cried enough today. I don't want anyone else crying. Not even me.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that," Brad replied, a hint of guilt laced in his voice. He didn't need to feel guilty. He didn't know.

"I know I was wrong, and I'm sorry, for being scared to tell you, I know I shouldn't be," I sighed, cuddling further into Brad's chest.

"It's okay, I understand," He started to rub small circles on my back, which made me feel calm and relaxed.

"Remember.. I'm right here. I always will be, don't be frightened to talk to me, ever. I'll always listen, I'll always be right here for you.." Brad kisses the top of my head as he finished, I smiled at his gesture and looked up at him.

We stared into each other's eyes for a moment - a moment that felt like hours. I got so lost in his eyes that I didn't even notice that he started to pull my face towards his.

Our lips touched, ever so slightly. The rush ran through my body so fast I couldn't even imagine.

We kissed passionately, lovingly. Our fingers intertwined and our lips moving in sync. We both closed our eyes to really cherish this moment.

A loud bark made us pull away from our kiss, both of us turned around to see Pip sitting, wagging her tail as she watched us. She almost looked as if she was smiling.

Brad and I laughed, he pulled me back into his body and kissed me once more.

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Brad and I decided to stay here for a few hours - since we have no plans and we might as well make the most of our time together. Although it was cold, it never stopped us from being here. We loved it here and it'll always have a special place in my heart. Even if it is just an abandoned building, it's where many of our memories were made.

"Remember our first anniversary?" Brad asked with a smile. I looked up at him as my legs rested over his as we sat, looking over the city of London. My arms around his body and his around mine. Pip lay next to me with her head near my thigh.

"Yeah.." I replied, looking into the blank sky as it started to get darker as the sun started to set.

"It feels like just yesterday.." Brad replied. I chuckled and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I remember the nights we used to sneak up here," I giggled at the thought.

"Now it's our place," Brad kissed my head and rested his cheek on my head as we both enjoyed he view in front of us.

"Can we go home now?" I whined from the bitter wind that blew harshly through the air as the sky turned into a black blanket scattered with sparkling stars.

"Let's go," Brad smiled and snaked his arm around my waist, his fingers landing on the left side of my stomach making my body shiver.

"Come on, Pip!" Brad turned to Pip. Pip jumped up and trotted over to us, her ears flapping backwards and her fur brushed in all different directions from the wind. Brad attached her leash to her collar, then we started to walk back into the abandoned shopping centre that we call; ours.

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When we got home, Pip went straight into her bed that lay beside ours in our bedroom. I took my clothes off and put my pyjamas on, making myself comfortable. Brad put on some sweatpants and one of my favourite hoodies - his stussy hoodie.

I wore pyjama shorts with a matching top and a dressing gown over the top to stop me from feeling cold. It's chilly in here!

I flopped down on my side of the bed, Brad still stood in the middle of the room with his hands on his pockets. I whined as multiple thoughts ran through my head. Mostly thoughts of what Brad and I would normally do at this time of night almost every night. If you hadn't already guessed - we would have sex. In some cases, he'd be more gentle and we would make love. Just the thought of it made me want him so badly - but for obvious reasons that's not possible right now.

"What's the matter now?" Brad asked. He sounded tired but I knew he was joking - kind of.

"Hmmm," I whined again, frowning at him.

As awful as it sounds, I wish I wasn't pregnant right now, just so we could do what I want to do right now.

I. Sound. Like. The. Worst. Mother. Ever.

I shouldn't be saying that. Ugh, what am I thinking?

"Tell me.." Brad sighed, sitting down next to me and putting his hand on my cheek.

"If I told you, you'd think I was stupid.." I looked down at the tassels on his hoodie and started to thread them between my fingers.

"No I wouldn't. What did we talk about on the roof, huh?" He lifted my chin up and made me look right into his eyes. I giggled, thinking of what I'm going to say. It's stupid. Really, it's ridiculous. And mean towards the baby!

"Fiiiine.." I rolled my eyes and sat up to face him.

"I was just thinking about how we would normally spend our nights, almost every night.." I mumbled, looking into his eyes as every word rolled off my tongue. I saw a small smirk appear on his face.

"How would we spend our nights, Madison?" Brad evilly smirked. I swear, he makes me want to melt; honestly.

"We would.." I try to think of how to say it, even thought he already knows what I'm talking about.

"Come on, spit it out.." Brad placed his hand on my thigh, catching me off guard. It took me by surprise but it felt good.

"We would make love all night.." I stammered, trying not to think about Brad's hand on my thigh. Although I'm pregnant, it still feels just as good as it always did.

"And?.." He slowly moved his hand up, past my swollen stomach and to my breasts.

"And-" I cut myself of by slipping out a moan as Brad grasped my breast under the pyjama top I wore. Since I wasn't wearing a bra, he grinned smugly.

"Just because you're pregnant doesn't mean you still don't arouse me.." He whispered huskily in my ear as he kneaded my breast with his hand, his other hand rested on my cheek as I leaned my head on his hand. He kept massaging me which made me want to throw myself at him.

"If I wasn't pregnant right now.. hmmm," I moan at the thought of what he would do to me. The memories of what he had already done making me even more needy.

Brad kept massaging my breast, making me slip out small moans as I tilted my head back from the pleasure he kept giving me.

After a few minutes, Brad removed his hand from underneath my top and lay down next to me as I lay down too. I turned off the small lap beside me and lay facing Brad.

He took off his hoodie and sweatpants, leaving him in just his underpants. I removed the dressing gown as I got too hot.

"Goodnight, princess," Brad giggled softly in my ear, kissing my cheek.

"Goodnight, baby," I whispered back to him, planting a small kiss on his shoulder before closing my eyes and falling into a deep sleep.

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I fancied writing something like this so I did but it sucks lol

it's my birthday soon babieeessssss!
ya girl is almost 16..... yikes

lemme know when you want 'hope' updating bc I'm excited for it whooop