impossible year

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based off of 'impossible year' by panic! at the disco

request by the-falcon

there's no sunshine this impossible year. only black days and sky grey and clouds full of fear and storms full of sorrow.

they blew up scarif, destroying the planet and killing everyone on it.

including cassian.

there's no you and me this impossible year. only heartache and heartbreak
and gin made of tears.

the thing that made you cry was the heartbreak. you loved him. he loved you. he said you were better than all of the universe. than the rebellion. you would do anything for each other.

the bitter pill I swallow
the scars souvenir
that tattoo, your last bruise
this impossible year.

you were crashing. he was your everything, and now that he was gone, you had nothing. you never came out of your room. you barely ate or slept. you cut yourself, scars stacking up.

there's never air to breathe
there's never in-betweens
these nightmares always hang on past the dream

every night you would see him. him joking with you. him petting your hair. him loving you.

him dying.

the nightmares of him were overwhelming. darkness was closing around you everywhere.

there's no sunshine
there's no you and me
there's no good times
this impossible year.

NEVER self harm. never hurt yourself. please talk to me if you need to. i'm always here for you people.

also, requests anyone?

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