cassian andor oneshots

Fireflies

Okay so I've done two song fics now and I would really appreciate it if you could not request them all this time. Sorry to be a pain but thank you xx

Request @moonlight_bae0223

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Light up the world as I fell asleep

Yavin at night could be one of the most beautiful scenes , the tens and thousands of small glittering stars that littered the surrounding atmosphere would always be one of your favourite sights.
You always felt comfort within the stars they made a place of commotion almost seem peaceful.

" y/n, what's wrong miel* " you heard a voice speak softly behind you, a voice that you could recognise in an instant. Cassian's.
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking" you replied smiling as a pair of strong arms wrapped around you waist.
"About what?" He questioned, his accent becoming thicker because of fatigue.
"Nothing honestly" you hummed quietly.
"You sure?" He asked, turning you to face him.
"Positive" you giggled slightly, placing a gentle kiss on to his nose.

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly

Days passed and you felt yourself seemingly slip in and out of reality.
You'd started spacing out at various times, days blurring together.
Nights never ending.

The stars not giving you comfort anymore, meant that you didn't want to face the night.
Now it seemed as if horrors were lurking in the background of the stars.

Cause everything is never as it seems
Cause I get a hug from ten thousand lightning bugs,

Night terrors found they're way to your mind, scraping their way at your brain.

" y/n are you alright Mi querido? " cassian said groggily, pulling himself to sit with you.
" I'm alright, just some nightmare" you said running a hand through your hair.
" no mi amor, what really wrong " he insisted pulling you into his chest
" I'm terrified," you whisper "I scared of the stars. I don't know what's beyond them, they seem like endless promises of hope only to be ended by death"
" it okay, they're stars " he replied stroking a hand through your hair
"Cass I'm sorry I sound stupid " you sigh
"Fear isn't stupid, your not afraid of stars your afraid of uncertainty" he spoke slowly.
"Maybe I am" you say closing your eyes and letting sleep evade your body once again.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

My love for the stars had then since reclaimed itself, there was no more fear of the stars but a fear of not knowing.

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams a bursting at the seams