Dear diary,
Today was luckily a good day so far, that was until I got home and got yelled at for something I didn't even do. You see everything that happens to me I believe that I actually deserve it. Maybe I do or maybe I can just leave.
I wish I had someone I could talk to, someone I could tell everything to and rely on them when I need to escape this hell. At school everyone treats me as if I had a disease or as if I'm some kind of alien. Do they even care what actually happens to me to be the way I am. I get bullied all the time, I pretty much got used to being push around.
You would think I'm doing this for attention, but that's not the case. I'm actually doing this so if some day someone finds my journal I hope they tell someone my story like I'm about to do.
And if you are Xylene reading this then I wish you don't blame yourself for what I did. You don't have to pretend to care just because I'm not there. Just know you helped me when no one else wanted to. I actually fell in love with you, when I confessed to you, all I heard was a laugh. That hurt me more than anything, for I had pour my heart out all you told me were lies.
- Zhang Yixing .-.
PS. I hope everyone has a wonderful life.
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
