Dear diary,
Today was terrible like always. Xylene came to apologize which I knew was fake. Can you believe that I'm falling for her even though she treats me like shit. She actually is helping understand why people gate me.
I got cut with a pocket knife just cause people wanted to see me bleeding. Guess who did it, if you said Xylene then you are correct. She thought it would be funny, do you see how hard I was laughing. Not really. Everyone took pictures and recorded videos, then they posted it on their social media.
Even the teachers made fun of me. Why is this world so cruel to someone like me. I envy those people that have a wonderful life. I wish I could have that. The whole school is against me Luke always.
When I got home I heard my stomach growling, but I just ignored it and went to take a shower. When I was in the shower I started to cry, why? because i started to remember when everything was good for me until everyone found out about my depression and anorexia. They all made fun of me ever since that day. I got a notification on my phone its nothing all of them talking mess about me.
I just ignored them and went to bed. Of course I did my usual routine of harming myself like always this time I think I went to far oops. My head started to hurt, but of course nothing happened to me like i wished too. I guess I'm done for today.
Before I forget Xylene made fun of me again. Its like she likes to pretend to be me. Well thats it for today, have a good day.
-Zhang Yixing
P.S I can't wait for that special day.
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
