Outcast (Zhang Yixing)

you deserve it

Yixing POV

Why does this world hate me? I tried to help people that have it worse than me, but thy decide to hate me. How does that work?

I was walking to school when someone knocked me down, and guess who it was my old best friend Suho. "Watch where you are going faggot," he said while walking away. I just slowly got up and went to a different direction.

When I got to my secret place I laid down and started to think. After awhile I took out my diary and started writing on it.

Dear diary,

I was think that I should scare them and make them believe that I'm actually dead like they wanted. Maybe Xylene will be happy for once. I know no one will care about me like she used to. How I missed the times we had together she was the only one that helped me.

But now Xylene made Kayla her pet, she can't help me now. She is force to hate me. I decided that if I do it Xylene should be the one to take the blame.

Well now I just need to think of a way to make it seem like I committed suicide and make Xylene the one who did it.
- Zhang Yixing

After I was done writing in it I smiled at my plan. I would like to see how people will treat Xylene if they knew it was her who caused my death. Honestly I have no hope of anyone caring about me they will probably celebrate my death with my family.

Once I reached home I went to my room and started my research o how to fake suicide. It was interesting all the things I found about it. Now in need to think of how to blame Xylene. I know I can write a letter stating that she was the one who force me to do it.

Whoever finds it will tell anyone. I'm going to do it outside the school building where I know were they will find me. I just hope this goes well and I hope they start to hate Xylene. Of course my diary will be well hidden so only I know where it is at. Forgive me this once Kayla, just know I love you more than anyone.