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Dear diary,
It's been awhile and guess what Xylene life at school got worse. Suho said that everyone are treating her like a criminal and they do the same thing she did to me. Should I feel bad nah I don't I actually find it funny. Well I have something to confess I still feel depress and empty. All the thoughts I'm trying to forget are slowly coming back that it might actually cause me to do something stupid.

I'm going to stay here for a little more time, but after I'm going back to  China and not come back here. Suho said that he'll go with me so we can start anew. Well I still have to hold on a little longer before I think of actually killing myself. Have a good day, I'll talk to you tomorrow.

-Zhang Yixing

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