Dear diary,
Today was the weekend and I'm locked in my room. I don't want to go out of it because my parents are there. They are going to try to force feed me, just because they want to be seen as good parents. They think that it will make up for the times they treated me horrible.
Xylene came to visit me or more like she came to torture me I know she's planning something. Oh yeah I remember now someone sent me a letter saying that I'm important to them. They compliment me and I didn't actually believe them. They said that they would care if I killed myself, but the things is how did they know about what I'm planning. That's the thing I have no idea who this person and I'm sure they don't know me. I have no idea on what to do.
My parents screamed at me and I'm wondering what did I do. When I try to defend myself they hit me or throw shit at me. According to them its always my fault that everything goes wrong. I feel useless I wish I could do something, but I can't yet.
I'm actually scared of walking out my room because they can explode at anytime. I honestly don't want to go to school because they will treat me even more worse than before.
I have to go now hope you have a good day.
-Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
