Dear diary,
I'm back and I'm mad because stupid Xylene had to bring me to the hospital. Couldn't she leave me there. I mean I read her entry on my diary why would she save me then. I can't believe I trusted her with my secrets. I told her everything about my life thinking that she wasn't going to tell anyone.
They want me to stay at the hospital until they find out exactly why I did it. Seems I'm going to stay here for a while then. No one has visit me yet not like anyone will. I hate this hospital everything looks dull, or maybe that's how I see life. I still have flashback to that day everyone I trusted and thought cared about me were laughing at me.
Its not my fault that I have things wrong with me, I don't understand why would people make fun of someone who suffers. They think that just because I'm suicidal they can make fun of it. I mean I only do it to make myself feel better. My parents forgot they have a son, but I'm used to it.
Well my time is done for today. I just took medicine to sleep. I hope you guys have a good life.
With much love
- Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
