Dear diary,
This is not my week. All week at school everyone kept making fun of me or they punched me. I don't think I can hold on for so long. I think I should run away for a while and see how they react.
Xylene will probably be happy if I'm gone right. The only friend I have is one that I made over the internet, but he doesn't even know me in person. He has helped me through a lot and I'm actually glad I know him.
I broke down so many times today that I think everyone is already making fun of me. Do you know how much it hurts when people make fun of me.? I just want to fucking die. I always how death will feel like.
Maybe people will leave me alone if I do what they want. I never hated a person I as much as I hate Xylene. She made sure to make my life a living hell, but I know karma will get her back.
Maybe I should just leave for a while and then come back when they least expect it. I will do that so now I bae to go get my money I saved.
Well I'll tell you how everything went and then I'll see when I'm coming back. For now I'm going to pack some clothes.
-Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
