Dear diary,
How was your day so far? Mine was horrible like always. Ha, I wish I had better days, but I guess I will never be. I skipped school today because I didn't want to face the humiliation at school. Xylene made sure to ruin my life even more, I find it funny how she tried to be my friend just to hurt me.
I can't believe she decide to imitate me, she walked around holding a knife saying ¨I'm going to pull a Yixing and kill myself.¨ When i heard that I ran towards the restroom and locked myself in the stall. I took out my lighter and started to burn myself, you may think why are you doing this it will get better. Why can't they just stop lying to me? And all this happened yesterday.
All the memories came back to me about what happened to me. I'm still locked in my room, I feel like eating but i can't. My parents called me to just tell me to stop eating and to leave them money. They really think that I'm made of money or what.
I want to leave this hell hole, even hell would be better than this. People posted my reaction to what Xylene did about me on all their social media. And called me a faggot and all the names you can think of. Well that's all I have from yesterday.
We'll see each other maybe before I end everything.
-Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
