Dear diary,
Today at school was horrible I didn't want to go but I was forced to beg Xylene to forgive me for something I did not know about. But I figured out why she told everyone that I called her names. I swear she acts like a elementary kid with all the accusation she's make of me.
I laughed at her face because she acted innocent in front of everyone. She cried just to make me feel bad, but I just laughed. Call me cruel if you want, but I got used to being laughed at to not care anymore. Everyone was staring at me with hatred I just ignored them. Suddenly I felt someone push me to the floor, then I felt something liquidity on my head.
After, everything I got sent home because I was the one that started everything. So when I got home I just walked straight to my room. For the first time i felt like eating, but when I think of food I feel like throwing up. I just laid on my bed thinking about everything, and started to cry. Don't you have those day were you just want to die. Well I do and that's me everyday, yet I don't do anything about because I'm waiting on the perfect moment.
I think I'll die in front of everyone, not like shoot myself or anything like that. No one will notice that I died they will just think that I fainted and that's about it. But all of my plan will be put in action on the last day of school, yeah that sounds good, right?
Well I have to go to sleep now so goodbye and sweet dreams. See you tomorrow.
- Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
Fiksi PenggemarHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
