Dear diary,
Its me again my life is still the same. I'm still being treated like a loser and the weirdo of the school like always. I feel like I'm losing my sanity because of the person I hate and love. I got stabbed today the sad thing was that it wasn't deep. I would be happy if they killed me because they would have felt guilty.
Ha, as if they would actually care. My parents have been ignoring me like always. I mean they never cared since I was able to talk and understand. I notice that in this world is full of fake people, why are people like this? Maybe because they want to fit on society or just want to be accepted. Honestly I would rather be hated for being myself than being something I'm not.
Xylene made every Friday the official day to imitate Yixing. So now everyone at school pretend to be and "try" to kill themselves. They called me an attention whore too, funny thing is that I need someone to care for me before its to late. I guess no one actually pays attention to me.
I can't write everything right now because I'm about to start crying so I'll see you later.
-Zhang Yixing
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Outcast (Zhang Yixing)
FanficHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
