Dear diary,
I decide the day that I'm ¨killing¨ myself it is going to be around next week or probably around this week. I have to make sure Xylene is making fun of me when I do it. Suho is going to check my ¨pulse¨ and since he has the most power at school he is going to blame Xylene that I killed myself. So today guess what happened Xylene made fun of me again. This time she pushed me down the stairs, yet she acted as if it was an accident. Maybe my life was meant to be fucked up and that everyone will hate me for the rest of my life.
I had to forced Suho to not get near me or else our plan wont't work. Once we got home, he helped me with my injuries. He told me if I was sure with the plan and if I know where I'm going to hide, so he can get everything set up there. I decided to go hide in one of his house he has outside the city. He seems happy that I actually accepted his offer.
I want to make everything good between us again, so that's why I accepted his offer. I have never seen him so happy talking to me. Well now we have to plan the rest of the thing. I just hope it goes well and nothing backfires or someone tries to investigate my death. I just hate those type of people.
- Zhang Yixing
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FanfictionHe was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang...
