02/15

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 Dear diary, 

          Today was horrible why because I had a panic attack. All thanks to Xylene, she knew what she was doing. After I had my panic attack she made fun of me like always. She was just waiting on the prefect opportunity to make me the joke of everyone. She literary made a specific day for everyone to pretended to be me. 

        I wish I could hurt her, but the thing is that I can't because I love her even if she hurts me. She has been around me all this time can't she get the message to leave me alone. When I went home my parents were here for the fist time.  But of course they had to throw stuff at me just because and I quote left the house get dirty and get robbed.  Like damn can't they leave me alone for once in their life. 

           Xylene came to my house unexpected and acted as we were best friends. I knew the real reason and that is to find more things to make of me at school. She told my parents that she loves being my friend, and what did my parents do they laughed at me. its like she got what she wanted because after my parents told her things about me she left with that stupid smile I fell for.

 I have to go now because my parents are calling me. Well until next time. Have a good night or day.

- Zhang Yixing

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