03/02

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Dear diary,

Today at lunch I was by myself like always. But the weird thing was that no one was bothering me. You know that feeling were you know something is going to happen. Well that's how I feel right now. I mean you would too if the whole school hates you.

     Xylene came to sit with me, but what scared me was that she was acting nice towards me and she was being a bitch to everyone else. But what I always question myself is that why does everyone hate me. I don't talk to anyone but they still hate me.
      I find it funny and fucked up, but oh well.

      Once it was time to leave xylene decided to pull one of her stupid Yixing imitation. She "accidentally" slice her neck with a fake nice. All she said was t"I'm finally done with everyone" and then she ran off laughing with her friends.

        I feel like she bullies me because she doesn't want to lose her "friends", but I mean if they like talking to you it shouldn't matter. But then again I acted like I usually do and this happened to me.

      Maybe I will make her wish come true she will probably be happy. I mean if you love someone you will try to make them happy right?  Well I'll see you later old friend.

- Zhang Yixing
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He will never understand someone needs him.
-K

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