RAPED

24.I can't be the picture you want me to be

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Jorge
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"Are you sure you still want this?"

"Yes"


"For sure?"

"Yes"

"Okay, hold on to me"

With those words I started the engine of my motor , hearing the sound of it fluttering through my ears like the sound of loud drums.

It wasn't just only the sound of my motor which filled the emptyness inside of me,

I could hear my own heart beating just when she had span her arms around me when I drove away from this place.

Just with her.

I had been thinking for hours last night about the day we went to the beach,

But when I catched her, I didn't took my chance.

I wanted to do that now.

Hold her hand, breathing her air, feeling her lips all over me.

Brute thoughts,

I couldn't do the things I did to girls the past two years to her.

But I also didn't want to do the things I did with Auriane.

Somehow her face played in my thoughts.

Her blond long hair, her gorgous green eyes.

But still.. here I am, another girl, another promise.

And yet,
Totally obsessed.

"Jorge" Martina's voice hovered trough my ears.

"Yeah?"

"Something up with you?"

"Uh.." Something up?. "No, I'm good"

"Oh, okay" she whispered , planting her cheeck against the skin of my back, wrapping her arms even tighter around me.

I chuckled a little,

From now on I just knew I wasn't the same person anymore for her.

That kiss from last night, wouldn't be the only one.

So much more,
Everything ment more.

I want so much more

.
Every look , every smile, every touch..

She'd be loving me and I'd be loving her even more.

I just have to..

stop.

without having any kind of resisting I drove upon the sidewalk and stopped my motor once I got there.

The thought of her face in the palms of my hands drove me crazy.

I pulled of my helmet, since I was the only one wearing one I didn't even bother to stand up and put it back where it belongs.

"Something wrong?"

If there was something wrong?

Totally.

"Jorge?" She untighted her grib on me as I rotated my face back to her, sliding my fingers trough my hair.

God..

How can one human being be this beautiful.

"What is the matter?Is your tank empty or something?"

Worried..
She's even worried about something little for me.

I shook my head, standing up now. "Non of that" I replied, feeling the lust burning inside of me as I got a better look of her.