RAPED

36.Paper Thin

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Jorge
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Thoughts were rolling trough my head, taking over the mind.

Taking deep bites into my soul as I was processing what had happen not that long ago.

The things she had told me.

The terror she had faced on such a young age.

I knew something was making her stand out of the crowd, but this was impossible for me to understand.

To know what she had been trough.

Sharing something like that..

It gave me chills everywhere in deep disgust.

That thing had touched what's mine on a way she shouldn't been touched.

I felt so much hate and pain at the same time.

Hate for what happened,

Hate for those people who made me question if she really was that innocent as she semt to.

Those people who made fun of her, while I was pretty sure now they didn't even know a thing.

Hate towards her mother who left her for another life while she has a child that needs help.

Hate towards her father for pushing her to do things she doesn't want to do.

Hate towards myself, for making her cry everytime I asked her what was going on.

She just wanted to move on, and that pain grows inside me.

I felt bad for feeling things for her.

Just the fact that I was feeling something for anyone else but Auriane drove me crazy.

So instead of telling her what she means to me.

I moved back so many times.

Not even now, after everything she had told me.

I still couldn't find the courage to tell her.

I turned my head towards the clock. 2 AM in the morning.

Damn.

This would turn out to be a long night.

The tight feeling that was brushing my fingers made me look for my phone.

What if she was awake too?

Don't even try.

Right there my phone buzzed. In suprise I unlocked its screen again to see if it could have been Martina.
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From: Jessica
to: Me

Hey it's Jes! I had to ask if you were busy right now..I know you kinda excit us after the whole fight with Diego..But Blanche and I are done with him and the club..And we were hoping if you could come over??
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Right.

Totally forgot about those two for a moment.
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From: Me
to: Jessica

Hey Jess, hey blanche :)
What are you up to?
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From: Jessica
to: Me

Nothing special? Just wanna get some dominos or smthng?
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From: Me
to: Jessica

At this time?? Ur okay??
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From: Jessica
to: Me

Just come over!! And yes we're fine ;)

//Time Skip//

This morning wasn't that defined to remember just anything of it.