day & night (gxg)

1 - 5: daisy

Blair and I talk for hours. It felt so nice to be able to talk to someone so freely. It made me think, was I starting to like Blair?

I made it a rule not to date girls while in high school... especially after Addison but could Blair be the one to break that rule?

"Can I.. Can I stay the night?" Blair asks nervously and that confused me, she had stayed over my house many times before today? I decided not to press on the matter though.

I nod, "yeah, of course."

She sighs, "thank you."

I turn to look at her. She was so perfect and the way the light hit her made her look like a goddess.

I had never wanted to kiss someone so bad...

"We should probably head back.." I trail off, deciding we should go home before I do anything I'd regret.

"O-Oh. Yeah." She mumbles as I grab her hand, walking back.

I swear every time our hands connect there's so many sparks and so much chemistry. Her hand just feels right when it's holding mine.

I try to start conversation but her replies are short and I almost sigh audibly, she's going cold again.

We walk into my house and bedroom and she sits on my bed, all while she's in some sort of trance.

I sigh, snapping my fingers in front of her face. "You good?" I ask, giving her a soft smile.

"Yeah, sorry. I just need a moment." She says, monotone. I watch as she stands up and rushes off into the bathroom that's conjoined to my room.

I sigh, wishing Blair would stop shutting me out constantly, it makes getting to know her difficult when she doesn't let me.

I hear a sniffle and her voice muttering, "damn it," so I softly walk into the bathroom and the sight makes my heart drop.

Blair's biting her lip to the point of blood and her knuckles are white due to clutching the sinks edges.

Her eyes are tightly shut and tears are escaping her eyes. I stand behind her and wrap my arms around her waist, my head basically only hitting her chin area.

She turns around and she looks so broken so I tighten my hold on her, causing her to sob harder.

Eventually her crying slows down and her face goes emotionless again and I prepare for the lack of emotions she's going to have.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what that was.." She apologises, wiping her eyes.

"You don't have to apologize, it's okay to cry." I tell her, hoping she pulls herself out of the emotionless state she's in.

"Let's just.. call it a night, yeah?" She says, despite it only being 7pm.

"Of course." I say, trying to grab her hand but it brushes against it as she walks away which stung.

I lay down and she lays down on the other side of the bed. Considering my beds a queen sized bed, she's extremely far away from me.

I ignore the hurt feeling, "goodnight, Blair."

I get no response.

I fall asleep quickly and I wake up early the next morning. I feel Blair's hand on mind as I softly move it, getting up.

I really didn't want to go to school today but I knew I couldn't miss anything, I had to get the best grades possible.

I grab some clothes, a white, tight shirt with a heart cut out in the breast area and a pink skirt.