day & night (gxg)

2 - 1: daisy

I stumble into the house, too shaky to use my crutches properly. I couldn't believe what just happened. Blair used me for comfort. Maybe I didn't give her enough of me, maybe that's why she left.

I slide down the wall as soon as I get into the house properly and I start sobbing. I didn't think it'd hurt me so much. I knew her for, what, two weeks? Then again, should I be surprised? I crushed on people quickly and Blair put up a sweet role for so long.

Mum rushes out of the living room and sits on the ground next to me, holding me and rocking me back and forth as I sob in her arms.

"She just left. I really liked her Mum." I choke out, hearing her shush me.

"I know you did but she really isn't worth it. She was only gonna hurt you eventually." She says in her soothing tone she uses to calm me down from my panic attacks. "I'm sorry baby, I really am." She adds.

"It's fine, just... please don't ever act like that again. I need my mum." I request and she nods in reply.

"Let's go to bed. It's been a bad day for the both of us." She says, helping me up and into my bedroom.

She tucks me in, just the way my dad used to when I was terrified of the monsters in the closets and the monsters under the bed, turns out the monsters are really the bad girls with black hair and kind smiles.

"You're gonna be okay, right?" She says, concern laced in the green eyes I inherited from her.

"I don't know anymore..." I say, feeling completely broken and numb.

"You will be, Blithe women are extremely strong. Remember that." She demands and I just nod. She turns off the light and walks out of the room, leaving me alone to all my thoughts.

When I do eventually fall asleep, I'm surrounded by unenjoyable nightmares. Even though I didn't know his face, I still had nightmares with him in it. Instead of a person's face, it was just blurred, taunting me. Reminding me that I'll probably never remember who left me permanently scarred.

The next two days is spent at home. I didn't have the courage to go to school. This left me with a lot of alone time to think and really get used to my crutches. I was able to walk with one crutch now which was relieving. My pain in both arms has faded, it wasn't painful to move.

I didn't want to go back, I never wanted to see Blair again. In fact, I hated her. I hated everything she did to me and made me feel. I knew I had to eventually though which is why on the Wednesday, I had Mum drop me at school. I couldn't walk or catch the bus so I was relying on my mother a lot.

I limp to my locker, opening it to grab my music books. As soon as I close it, I see Blair's face. "Daisy? What are you doing here? You really shouldn't be at school so soon. What if Shane does something? I'll drive you home, let's go. Your mum shouldn't have forced you to come." She blurts out, grabbing her car keys from the pocket of her black, high-wasted denim shorts.

"For your information, I wasn't forced, I actually wanted to be here. That being said, I told you to stay away from me so let's not pretend you actually care about me." I retort back, growing even more angry.

"Daisy..." She trails off and I hold my hand up, cutting her off.

"No. You ended it so don't you dare come crawling back to me because you miss having someone at your disposal. I'm not your play toy." I spit out at her.

"I-I didn't use you, Dai..." She says, using my nickname which only fuels my anger.

"Don't call me that, just fuck off and leave me alone. I swear, causing her eyes to widen again, just like when she left