day & night (gxg)

2 - 7: daisy

I wake up cuddled into Blair with one arm on her arm from when I was tracing her tattoos.

I smile softly, unwrapping myself from her to get up. I was so ready for today, to get this ugly cast off.

I run a bath, considering the fact that I can't shower with my cast. It was annoying to have to hang my leg over the bathtub but that was over today.

I get out with some struggle, walking into my room with only a towel around me, knowing Blair would still be asleep. I grab a random bra and underwear, putting that on.

I search my closet for a while before deciding on a pink, tight cropped shirt with a denim skirt. I look at myself in the mirror, liking how I look. Today was a warm day, especially for fall.

I hear my mum knock on the door and I turn around.

"Hey, you should probably wake her up because we have to leave in like..." She checks her watch, "an hour."

I nod, letting her close the door as I gently crawl onto the bed and softly poke Blair in the face.

Blair immediately jumps up, looking scared which causes immediate guilt. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.."

"It's fine baby, I'm just not used to this yet." She says and I simply nod.

"Are you excited to get your cast off today?" She says causing me to get extremely happy.

"Yes!" I yell out and her eyes trail down my body, taking in my outfit. I smile softly at her checking me out.

"I'm gonna go get ready, doll." She says, kissing me on the cheek and getting off the bed to go to the dresser where her clothes are still stored in. I hope she doesn't notice there's a hoodie missing.

She fishes out an outfit, that being a red tank too with some black denim shorts. Her clothing choices have changed slightly since she met me. 

She walks into the bathroom and a minute later she comes out dresses with her hair in a braided ponytail.

I smile as soon as she comes out of the bathroom, she looked absolutely beautiful.

"You ready to go?" She asks and I nod happily, grabbing my clutch and walking out.

We get outside and Blair helps me into the car for the last time and then getting in herself.

It's a short drive to the doctor's office and Mum's the one who signs me in, letting Blair and I sit on the chairs.

I start to shake thinking about getting the stitches off. I knew it was going to hurt and I was never able to handle pain.

Blair grabs my hand and kisses my cheek, "it's gonna be okay, doll." She whispers in my ear.

I calm down for a second, that only being ruined by a kid when he mutters the word, "fags."

I feel a panic attack come on once I start to dissociate.

All the sound in the room sounded extremely distant.

"Daisy? You okay?" Blair asks and it takes a moment for it to register and once it does, I start to explode in a fit of crying and hyperventilating.

"Baby, breathe with me." Blair says, trying to help but nothing does.

My mum runs over, asking Blair what happens and I could tell Blair was worried.

Mum calms me down and the doctor calls us in and I stay silent apart from the occasional hiccups. The doctor tells me to lie down on the bed as she prepares to pull out my stitches.