day & night (gxg)

2 - 2: blair

I wake up to my alarm going off right next to my ear, which jolts me awake. "Fuck." I mumble, shutting off my alarm as I sit up. It takes me a moment to realize where I am, and then the thoughts of last night start to set in.

I shut my eyes tightly for a moment, hoping it was all just some bad dream; but it wasn't.

I shove down my emotions as I look at the clothes and towel on the coffee table, assuming it's what he left out for me.

I pick them up, heading off to the bathroom.

I undress, taking a five minute shower before quickly drying off and changing into his clothes, which is just some sweatpants and a plain black t-shirt.

I decide just to skip school today, really not wanting to go. Instead, I decide just to go shopping as I had literally nothing once again.

I do just that, spending most of the day buying clothes and a new phone as the one I had been using was meant for emergencies only. By the time I'm finished getting everything I need done, it's already time to sleep again.

Tuesday, I actually decide to go to school. I didn't really care much for it, or for anything, really, but I still did it. It was kinda entertaining watching Shane and his little friends turn away when they saw me. Everything just felt empty without Daisy, though. 

Wednesday comes around and everything seems to be the same; until a familiar girl with strawberry blonde hair and green eyes catches my eye.

I quickly make my way to her, knowing she shouldn't be up and moving around so much.

"Daisy? What are you doing here? You really shouldn't be at school so soon. What if Shane does something? I'll drive you home, let's go. Your mum shouldn't have forced you to come." I quickly say, grabbing my keys from my back pocket.

"For your information, I wasn't forced, I actually wanted to be here. That being said, I told you to stay away from me so let's not pretend you actually care about me." She snaps at me, and I feel a pang in my heart. I did care about her.

"Daisy..." I start, but she puts her hand up.

"No. You ended it so don't you dare come crawling back to me because you miss having someone at your disposal. I'm not your play toy."

"I-I didn't use you, Dai..." I say, wanting to explain everything to her but knowing I couldn't.

"Don't call me that, just fuck off and leave me alone." She says, her swearing taking me by surprise. I watch as she grabs her crutch, hobbling off angrily. I wanted to go after her, but maybe it was best if I didn't. Maybe her mother was right.

I let myself get attached to her too easily, so the rest of the day I try to keep my distance but I still keep my eye on her.

When school's over, I wait in the parking lot to make sure Daisy has a ride home. I watch as some girl walks up to her, and I immediately perk up, expecting the worst.

They talk for a brief moment and then, their hands connect. Oh. Oh okay. I watch as they get into the girl's car and I feel like my whole world is crumbling. How could she move on so fast? Was I really that unimportant? It's like my emotions just switch off as a I get in my car, driving to Ty's.

I walk inside, feeling absolutely nothing as I sit down in the couch next to him.

"You good?" I hear him ask, but it sounds so distant.

"Fine." I mumble, curling up next to him. I just needed comfort right now, I didn't care who it came from.

I hear him sigh, and I just close my eyes. Seconds later, I feel a blanket being put over me, and I end up falling asleep.

When I wake up, he's gone and it's still dark outside. I check my phone, squinting slightly at how bright my screen was in this dark room. 4:17.

I sigh as I sit up, deciding to use the extra time to put contacts in my new phone, get ready, and make breakfast.