Trust Me (Minishaw)

Ch. 42

Harry's POV

I feel so alone, I'm not even allowed to have my phone while they are preforming the sleep study on me, I just have to lay down and sleep, but it's so hard, I want someone there with me, I need someone to be here with me. The nurses don't even come in here, I'm supposed to be in complete silence and I hate it, I feel like I'm about to cry, but in the end I do fall sleep, but I'm not having a good sleep, I feel like I'm being held down and because I'm hooked up to so many monitors and I can't move much because they fall off easy.

When I wake up in the morning a nurse is there with me, she looks like she is not happy

"good morning Harry"

"good morning"

"how did you sleep?" she asks me

"not to good" I admit to her

"I saw that in your sleep study, we did not manage to read the test properly so we are going to try again tonight"

"do I need to stay here? Can I see my friends?" I ask as I'm about to start crying

"yes, you can see your friends, but it's going to be the same thing tonight, no phone, no lights and no on here, you need to sleep so we can see if there is something in your brain that is causing you to faint and be out so long, that is not normal" she tells me and I just nod, she then hands me my phone and I call up Vikk to ask him if he can come, I want to call Simon but because he is most likely mad at me I think the safer option is Vikk, even if I want Simon here with me, I had the strangest dream last night off us in bed together just talking and I don't know if it was a memory or not, my head is spinning, everything is so confusing, I hate that I'm missing a month, I often wonder what happened in that month.

"hey" Vikk says on the other end off the line, snapping me out off my thoughts

"hey"

"are you OK, need someone to pick you up?" he asks me

"no, I need to stay another night, the sleep study did not work, can you come, I don't want to be here alone?" I ask

"I will be there in about 40 minutes OK" he tells me and I just nod

"OK" I whisper back, I'm glad that he cares enough to come stay with me for a bit, I really don't want to be alone right now, I feel like I'm about to cry, and I'm very scared about what will come out off all off those tests, there is always something more wrong and I don't know how much more I can take.