Ch. 55

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by Halkatlaa

by Halkatlaa

Harry's POV

It's match day, I can't quite believe that is it finally here, and I've not been waiting for this as long as the guys have, I was actually on the other end, I wanted to push it back, because I want to play the hole time, and as off right now, I'm not allowed to do that, and it sucks, even if I know none off the others are gonna be playing the hole game, I wanted to do that, this is our charity match and I wanted to play the hole time, but that is not smart, and I need to be smart right now, I don't want to go back to the hospital, I've been doing so well since I got out off there last time.

I've also started to develop some feelings for Simon, I don't know what it is yet, but he just makes me feel safe, and I just feel very comfortable around him, I want to be close to him all the time and I want him to be with me, but I don't know if I'm just thinking off him in a best friend sort off way, or if my feelings have developed into something else, something bigger and hopefully better, I don't really know where we stand right now, I guess he does not either, I asked him to give me time to think about all off this, and he has been so good to me, he has not mentioned it at all, he just hangs out with me and makes me feel safe, there is no pressure from him, he is not pushing me to figure my shit out.

"Harry?" I hear someone ask as I feel someone grab my shoulder

"yeah?" I ask as I look up and I see Ethan smiling at me

"come on, we have a meet up for the VIP ticket holders now" he tells me as he takes me hand and helps me up

"yeah, I had forgotten about that"

"I figured, what were you thinking about? I called you like 5 times before I came over to you"

"really?"

"yeah, you looked like you were miles away, what were you thinking about"

"nothing special, just the match, I just want everything to go to plan and I want everyone to have a good time"

"I'm sure they will" Ethan smiles as he opens the door and I see the rest off the Sidemen there, setting things up.

"ohh there you are" Simon smiled as he saw me and I can feel my heart skip a beat, it has been doing that a lot lately when Simon is talking, or smiling, or just standing somewhere, I don't know what to do about these feelings, I guess all he told me was true, I do like him, maybe I even love him. I don't know.

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