Trust Me (Minishaw)

Ch. 33

Simon and JJ came back downstairs as the dinner started, it was still very awkward and Harry and Simon did not look at etch other, or Simon did not dare to look at Harry and Harry was so convinced that Simon was mad at him for something that he did not dare to look at Simon either.

"thanks for dinner, I'm going to film now" Simon said as he put his plate in the sink

"are we still doing GTA later?" Ethan asked

"yeah, I hope so" Simon said

"can I join in?" Harry asked awkwardly

"do you remember your account details and all that stuff?" Ethan asked 

"I think so" Harry whispered

"I will help you if you can't remember, don't worry about it" Vikk said as he smiled at Harry, that smile made Simon's blood boil, he wanted Harry to smile at him like that and no one else, the jealously was shining through and he just wanted to shove Vikk out off the way and hug Harry tight telling him that he loved him, but he could not do that, it was just never going to happen and he had to accept that, but it was making him so mad.

"also we need to go to a meeting tomorrow for the charity match, no one forget that" Josh told the rest

"don't worry" Ethan laughed as everyone went there own way.

Harry looked over to Simon who looked like he was pissed and he was so confused as he did not know what he had done to make him that upset.

"Vikk"

"yeah"

"can I talk to you for a bit?" Harry asked

"yeah, what about, we are just about to film"

"can we go to my room or something?" he whispered and Vikk just nodded and followed Harry to his bedroom where they both sat down on the bed

"why is Simon pissed at me?" Harry asked

"is he?"

"he looks pissed, he wont talk to me or even look at me" Harry said looking down on to the floor

"maybe he is just getting used to this hole thing, you losing your memory, and then getting it back, maybe he is just having a hard time adjusting to it "

"why would that affect him?" Harry asked as he looked down to the floor. 

"you got really close when you did not remember anything, you only trusted him and no one else, maybe a little bit off him wants that again, maybe he likes feeling needed" Vikk shrugged,

"I'm just not sure if that is it, I feel like there is something else, something that I said maybe, or something that I did, but no one knows anything, or if they do, they wont tell me anything"

"you could always ask Simon" Vikk suggested

"I don't know how to start that conversation" Harry said as he looked down

"stop worrying, everything will work itself out" Vikk said as he gave the younger boy a hug

"why are you so supportive off me?" Harry asked as he hugged Vikk

"because you are my friend and you are having a tough time, I just want you to feel OK" Vikk told him

"thank you, that means a lot to me"

"now let's film some GTA" Vikk said as he let go

"I think I will just give it a miss, Simon does not want me there anyway, I'm just gonna go to bed, I feel a headache coming on as well, so I better just get some rest" Harry told him as Vikk just nodded and walked out off the room. Leaving Harry there alone with his thoughts, that were going to fast for his liking and he did not know what to do at all. Everything was just so confusing and it was making him very nervous that Simon was so mad at him but no one wanted to talk about it, and the headache was creeping up on him as he was getting so upset, Harry just ended up laying down and he started crying. 

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