Trust Me (Minishaw)

Ch. 43

Simon's POV

I lay in bed and I'm not going to be doing anything today, I don't want to get up, I just had to tell everyone what has been going on, not only do the know that I'm in love with one off my best friends, but they now know that I'm bi as well, I think most off them figured that out, they might think I'm gay and to be honest, I don't really care what they think my sexuality is, they can think what they want, I just want to have Harry here with me, right now that is the only thing that I want.

"Si" I hear a knock on my door

"yeah?"

"can I come in for a sec" I hear Vikk say and I stand up and open the door

"yeah OK"

"are you feeling OK?" he asks me

"not really, I just want to see Harry"

"want to come with me to the hospital, I'm going there now"

"can we see him now?" I ask

"yeah he called me and asked if I could come, I think he is a bit scared and he want someone there with him"

"yeah I will come with you, I need to talk to him"

"are you going to tell him now?" Vikk asks me 

"I'm not sure yet, but like you said he thinks I'm angry with him, and I don't want him to think that, so at least I'm going to clear the air a bit, and hopefully that makes him and me feel a bit better about the hole situation, he needs so stay calm and he can't be so stressed out all the time"

"good, but I still think you should tell him, he deserves to know"

"I know he does, but do you think he is strong enough to handle that in the state that he is in right now, he has been in and out off hospital so much, I don't know if I can put more pressure on him, he has so much to deal with already."

"stop thinking about Harry for just a second, you have been miserable for the past 11 days, and you don't deserve that either, you need to clear the air, not only for him, but for you as well. Because this is something that you can fix, his feelings have not gone, they are just hiding and you need to bring them out, only you can do that" Vikk tells me and I know that he is right, he is always right

"I know you are right, but it's just hard"

"I know it is, no one said this would be easy" and I just nod 

"should we just go, I don't want him to be there alone, he needs us with him" I say to Vikk as we get into his car and we are off to the hospital, I'm getting more and nervous as we get closer, I don't know how Harry will react to this, there is so much pressure on him, his uploading has gone to shit and the fans are getting annoyed at him for it, even if he had uploaded the explaination of why he was not to active, they did not care, no one had tweeted that he was in hospital again, I then saw that Harry himself tweeted out

@wroetoshaw - Back in hospital, might do an update video once everything is figured out, sorry