i'm sorry if i
show up after the late bell
or doodle during lectures
i'm sorry if i
hide away how i feel
and throw crumpled sheets
of notebook paper
in the waste basket
from the back of the room
i throw away a lot of things
i'm sorry if i
throw away my talent
i throw away myself
that's just my fucking life
i'm sorry if i
flick through pages of the anthology
in the dark of night
when my mind is
clouded with fears
skimming for sad poems
i crave the comfort of words
i'm sorry if i
let these feelings consume me
i feel like i'm suffocating
and drowning in these sorrows
i'm sorry if i
put on a facade
and pretend to be
someone i'm not
you read me
like a well worn book
but i guess your eyes
can capture
metaphors and allegories
and fake smiles
when you jot
on my papers
see me after class
YOU ARE READING
Literature
FanfictionHarry hates his English lit teacher but grows quite fond of poetry