[forty three]

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Indi's POV

Fuck Alex.  Fuck this whole situation.  And fuck Colorado, too.

The drive back to Kansas was horrendously long.  Tears stung my eyes for most of the way- not because I was sad, but because I was so angry at myself.   Because Alex Turner had gotten the best of me, and made me look like a complete idiot. 

Now I just another name on his long list of girls.  And it was my own damn fault.  

Rose knew there was something up, but she didn't ask.  Maybe she didn't want my sob story to interrupt her whirlwind happiness.  And I guess I didn't blame her.

As the mountains turned back into endless prairie as we drove, I promised myself three things:

One- I wouldn't let Alex being a dick to me ruin Rose's relationship (or whatever it was) with Matt.  I wasn't sure how serious they were, but they seemed pretty committed all weekend.  And if they continued on, I would refrain from telling Matt that his best friend is a douche bag.  

Two- I would pick my life back up and do everything I could to forget this whole weekend.  I would apply for a better job, maybe start going to the gym, or something.  I don't know.  I just needed to keep myself distracted.  

And three- I would never, ever let someone do this to me again.  


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