Hearts within Me

Home again

"How the Fuck' I ended up driving us to your parents house," Murdoc said sounding a bit upset.

"I told you Murdoc I'm going to tell them about my pregnancy and I need you there for support, if you're not there it'll look bad," I said finally looking out the window.

"I haven't seen their bloody faces ever since I knocked your eyeballs out your head."

He suddenly focused more on driving mumbling things I couldn't quite make out as I stared silently out the window watching the cars pass by. It's moments like these that take me back to my youth it's a familiar feeling of dread.

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"We're here Stuart," Murdoc finally said.

I blinked slowly turning to look at him. "...oh..." Is all I managed to say.

"Coming back here brings a lot of memories, don't it stu?" He smiled and patted my back as I nodded silently giving him a slight smile.

"Yeah.... it does muds," He looked at me slowly with a frown.

"You alright love?" I nodded slowly.

"You're a terrible lier 2D , come on spit it,"

I looked at him slowly and sighed. "I don't know how to tell my parents about this Murdoc, I'm scared," He took my hand slowly and sighed looking at me.

"Isn't this why you brought me here for support?" He smirked kissing my fingers and I returned a toothless grin.

Murdoc gave my hand a light squeeze before letting it go to open my side of the door.

"Come on," he held his hand out offering it to me. I nodded un fasting my seatbelt taking his hand as I made my way out the wenniebago. Murdoc locked the car as we held hands walking towards the door together. We stood in front of it as I let out a shaky breath turning my head to look at Murdoc he looked back at me and nodded. I reached my hand towards the door about to knock when it opened suddenly.

"Stuart!" Mother called taking me in an embrace. I smiled and she hugged me tightly pulling away quickly.

"Don't ever do this to me ever again Stuart!" She said her eyes watering.

"I know mum, I-I'm sorry," I said sincerely and she smiled at me.

"Come on inside love," She said as I walked in with Murdoc still holding his hand. she glared at him though and he felt it. We walked over sitting on the couch and I looked around with a smile taking the familiar atmosphere.

"It's been a long time since I've been here I bet my room is still how I left it," Murdoc gave a smirk.

"We should go check it out, eh?" He looked amused and I knew exactly what he Thinking about.

Mother had closed the door and sat in front of us on the couch.

"Murdoc," she said in a greet glaring at him again.

"Rachel," he said finally greeting back as he stared back at her. I interrupted the tension with a slight cough.

"So mother where is father?" I asked as she turned to me.

"At work hunny, aren't you going to take off your coat?" She then said.

I froze and stared at her. "Oh I'm fine mum don't worry, I'm just a little chilly is all," She nodded looking at me strangely.

"Well how about some tea, yes?" She smiled getting up and walking over to the kitchen.

Murdoc got up still holding my hand his eyes were drawned to me and I could tell he wanted me. His hands were caressing my cheek and then my chin as he made me look into his eyes.

"Come on Darlin' Stu," he said looking down at me I got up slowly as he helped me up and with that I knew exactly what he needed of me.

"Mum me and Murdoc are going up to my bedroom we shall be down in ten minutes," I called out and with her soft voice she reassured me it was alright called from the kitchen as we made our way up the stairs and into the bedroom I looked around and everything was just how I left it. I smiled and opened the window while Murdoc closed the door locking it and throwing himself on the bed. "Come e're you blue haired god." He said jokingly I smiled and walked towards him sitting on the edge of the bed. "How's the baby?" He then asked tugging on the coat. I slowly took it off. "Fine" I replied he nodded slowly. "I wanted to wait till father came to tell them." Murdoc looked at me with soft eyes. "We can if you want, whatever works best." I nodded holding Murdoc's hands slowly.