Hearts within Me

"I'm sorry"

I was already up watching Murdoc sleeping slowly caressing his cheek and rubbing my fingers through his raven locks. He slept like a baby and he seemed so innocent it was strange to look at him like this without his appearance so angry, he was so vulnerable. I brushed his bangs back revealing the slightly lighter green skin. I smiled and kissed his forehead letting go of his bangs as I pulled away. I called dad early in the morning because I didn't get a chance to do it last night, it seemed that mum was still upset about my pregnancy but I think she was more upset that the baby is Murdoc's I didn't care much for it though I still believed that she'd understand more later on. I walked slowly towards the balcony feeling the breeze blow it was gloomy out but it felt pleasant.

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"Can you slow down 2D, you're eating like a bloody horse."

"Ye, sorry jus' really hungry." I mummer.

Russel and noddle smiled at each -other. "Muds stop being such a dick about it he's eating for two." Russel said annoyed.

"Shut it fat arse!" Murdoc yelled frustratedly while noodle tried her best to calm Russel down. I sighed and grabbed my plate of toast, bacon, and eggs with me to the living room leaving all the conflict in the kitchen. I ploped myself on the couch with both my legs folded putting the plate on top of the bump eating silently.

"Murdoc go talk to 2D." Noddle said in a whisper.

"Bloody hell noodle I can finally eat in peace could you leave me the fuck' alone!" Murdoc growled and noddle rolled her eyes and finally left the table.

"You a big dick head you know Murdoc." Russel finally said getting up and leaving as well.

"Fuck all of you!" He yelled lighting a cigarette. By that time I finished eating and I got up slowly walking over to the kitchen to find Murdoc sitting by himself everyone's else plates was still full of food sitting on the tabled I'm assuming they left when I did, maybe not. Murdoc didn't touch his food but was smoking his cigarette. I slowly walked in putting my plate in the sink washing it. It was silent for a while till Murdoc said something. "I'm sorry." He said putting the bud out of his cigarette. I continued to wash the rest of the dishes. "I don't care Murdoc that's not why I left." He turned to look at me which my back was still turned on him. "Why did you leave then?" He asked softly. "Cause' I don't want the baby  to be disturbed by yew and Russel's arguments." He sighed and remained silent for a while. Murdoc slowly got up and walked towards me I shivered as he pressed his bare chest against my lower back. "I'm sorry." He said again as he whispered. I nodded into his touch closing my eyes feeling his embrace.