Oklahoma Love

Please Stay

I made it back to the room. I laid there thinking. Where did we go wrong? What haven't I done? Is it because of me? Am I not being that supportive? Why is he doing all of this?

I just can't think straight. If I should pack up and leave? I'm trying not to get anyone involved into our relationship. As much as I wanted to talk to someone, I couldn't. Just the thought of him, brought more tears. I searched the room for any alcohol. While I was looking around, I found some stuff that I didn't suspect. I found a pair of ladies underwear and condoms.

'What the hell' I was beyond pissed. That's it, I'm leaving. I packed my bags and walked out of the room. I took a town car to the airport. The flight back to OKC, was at five. I had to wait two hours for the flight. I sat there with my head low. I looked at the pictures of us. Some brought a smile but most of all they brought tears. I loved him like I never loved someone in my entire life. How? why? Why did he do it? How can he lie to me in my face?

All this thinking gave me a headache. I went to the gift shop and bought aspirin. I walked to the restroom and saw my eyes were puffy and red. I washed my face with cold water. I looked at my phone and the flight will be boarding in thirty minutes. As I walked out, the intercom said flight 120 to OKC will be delayed.

Great! The one time Im way to eager to get home the flight is delayed.

*LJ's POV*
I prayed that she would be at the room. I know she wanted space but I couldn't. I arrived at the hotel and went up to the room. I walked in and the room was empty. I saw a note on the bed, with the ring. Something caught my eye. I looked and I can't believe this.

'LJ I think it's best we call this. I figured that it is better. As much as this hurts, I can't handle it anymore. I hope you do great tonight and tomorrow night. I don't know what I've done for you to do this. But don't worry about me.. Ill be alright.. Just go out and do what you best. Go ride bulls. See ya around .Jade.'

I crumbled up the note and took off to the airport. I hoped that she was still there. I got there and paid the driver. I looked around for her. I seen her sitting on the bench. She still had her head low and feeling nothing but hurt. I sat next to her. She looked up at me, her eyes were red and puffy. Like she's been crying non stop. I've broke hearts but not as bad like this one.

"Jade" I spoke softly.

"Pl...pl..please LJ.."

"Babe talk to me"

"Talk to you? I can't even look at you"

"Jade I'm so sorry"

"You know.. I thought we could actually work.. With you being out on the road. Me being at home doing my stuff.. But no.."

"Jade"

"No let me finish.. I can't believe I trusted my heart instead of using my head. I hoped that you wouldn't give me this feeling again. Here I am, drowning in tears"

"Jade"

"Flight 120 to OKC.. Now boarding" said the lady

"See ya around LJ.. Good luck" she got up and grabbed her bags.

Before she took another step I grabbed her wrist. She still had her back to me. I held on to her.

"LJ please just let me go. There's no need for me to be here"

I blocked out what she said and held in my arms. Until I felt her relax in my arms. If I do let her go, I know I'll be losing her forever.

"Jade. I know I took you for granted. But babe please stay! I can't lose you"