Oklahoma Love

Heartache

I got home and I see the lights were on. I walk in and I see LJ sittin on the couch. I also see empty beer bottles and a half empty Pendleton Whiskey bottle. I walk past him and I opened the bedroom. I see a half naked girl. Oh hell no! Im leavin!

"What the hell" I shouted.

My blood was boiling. I had tears running down. I packed all my belongings. By the time I was done, LJ was standing by the door. I wanted to beat the hell out of him. But I couldnt. I tried gettin out but he blocked me in.

"Get the hell out of my way!" I shouted again

"No your stayin"

"Hell no! I got no reason to stay.."

"Jade just listen"

"Who the hell is she" I spoke agrressive

"Friend"

"Friend as in girlfriend or friends with benefits"

"Please.. dont go"

"Yes I am going.."

"Why"

"One your drunk.. Two your a cheatin asshole.. and three good bye!"

I shoved him out of the way. I walked downstairs and out the door I went. I hooked up my trailer and loaded up. I left.

~LJ's POV~

The next day, I had a massive hangover. My head was pounding. I dont remember what the hell happened. I called out for her but nothing. I walk outside, her trailer and horses are gone. I ran upstairs and none of her things were insight. I sat on the bed with my head in my hands. She is now out of my life. What do I do now? I quickly grabbed my phone. I dialed her number. But there was no answer. I hurry and got dressed. I grabbed my keys and drove around looking for her. I called everyone in my phone, but none of em know where she is at. I started losing my mind. I searched every bit part of Porum. I called her phone but still nothing. Im scared shit list.

I kept searching and searching. I called her brothers but they said they havent heard a word from her. I went home to think things over.

I get home and I see her truck park there. I dont see her trailer or the horses. I dont see her stuff in her truck. As I walk closer to the door, I started getting nervous. Who knows where this will go. I slowly opened the door and I see her sittin on the couch. She looked up at me with red eyes and a weak smile. She turned away. I sat across from her. I dont like the feelin Im having.

I've been here a bunch of times

It all starts with the same old lines

"Hey" I said

"(Clears throat) hey"

"Wheres your horses"

"Kollins"

"Oh.."

"LJ.. I need to tell you something"

"What is it"

"I.. I think.. We should call this quits"

Its over, baby its over

Nothing bout it ever feels good

It knocks you down like it should

But it goes away,it always goes away

"What?! why?"

"Because I cant keep doing this. Having sleepless nights.. crying myself to sleep"

"Jade please dont leave"