I walked away without looking back. How can he just deny my calls and texts? Why did I trust him again? Why would he put me back in this same situation? All these questions kept flooding through my mind. I sat in the heading box. I heard my name being called once again. I lift my head, and I see a sorry LJ standing there. I couldnt look at him.
"Jade.. you ok?" He asked
"Am I ok? Am I ok? Im drowin in tears here LJ.. Does it look like Im ok?" I spoke aggressively
"Jade Im so.."
"Nope! Dont you dare say your sorry"
Baby what are we becomin
It feels like were always runnin
Rollin through emotions every day
I could lean in to hold you or act like I dont even know you
"Jade..."
"LJ... please.."
Seems like you can careless either way
What happened to that girl I use to know
I just want us back to the way we were before
"Jade.. what do you want me to say"
"Nothin"
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the side of me wanting you
Drive you crazy
Do I have your love
Am I still enough
Tell me dont I or tell me do I baby give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby Do I
"Jade nothin was going on"
"Who is she"
"Jade nothin happened"
"Who is she"
"Nothin happened"
"Answer the question"
Remember when we didnt have nothin
But a perfect simple kind of lovin
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now Im second guessin everything I see
"ex girlfriend" LJ said
"Well... Im sure shes lookin for you.. better get back to her"
"Jade dont do this"
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the side of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love
Am I still enough
Tell me dont I or tell me do I baby give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need give up and get on with my life
"Im not doing anything.."
"Jade!"
"What!"
"I need you!"
Baby do I still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Lite up a spark way down deep
Baby do I
"Really? You sure bout that?"
"Positive"
"Well.. LJ I dont know if I need you"
"What are you sayin"
Woah Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the side of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love
Am I still enough
Tell me dont I or tell me do I baby give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I
Baby do I
"Im sayin.. maybe we shouldnt be together"
"Why"
"I dont know.. maybe because you broke a promise.. broke my heart.."
"Jade.. I needed you.. but you werent there"
"LJ... I tried calling and texting.. I left voicemails.. But I never heard a single word from you"
"Jade Im beggin here"
"well you better beg alot more.. cause when I get back.. Im leavin"
"Jade please! I cant live without you"
"Shouldve thought bout that.. before you were all over your ex girlfriend"
Then he got down on one knee and pulled out a maroon velvet box.
"Jade.. will you marry me"
"Really? A propasal after what you did"
"Takin that as a no"
"If thats the answer you were looking forward to.. than you can keep the ring for someone better"
"quick question" I said again
"what is it?"
"What are you doing with a ring?"
"I.. uh... I.."
"is it for her"
He got up and put the ring away. I stood there looking at him. Tryin to figure him out. I tried to tell him 'were done' but words won't come out!
I turned and walked away. I had tears comin down. I couldnt hold it in any longer. I called Tandy and told him Im not feeling to well. I went back to my room and booked myself an early morning flight tomorrow. I laid down on the bed, and stared at the ring he gave me at the beginning of our relationship. More tears started running. Im seriously gonna have another sleepless night.
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