Found And Married (Mafias Series # 3) - RAW/UNEDITED

Chapter Thirty - Nine: A Proposal

Nang binuksan ko ang Pintoan sa kwarto ni Jake ay napabalikwas ako ng takbo palapit sa kanya nang makita kong pilit niyang binabangon ang sarili niya

"Anong kailangan mo may gusto ka bang gawin o puntahan?" Nag aalalang tanong ko kay Jake. Marami pa kasi itong hindi kayang gawin at siguro matatagalan pa kami dito sa Hospital. Hindi pa niya kayang kumilos mag isa at makapag lakad.

"Nababagot na kasi ako dito. Hindi ko magalaw ang mga paa ko at hirap akong bumangon. Wala masolong gawin. " He sound so disappointed " Parang wala na akong silbi." Nag iwas ito ng tingin sa akin at yumuko.

Tinulungan ko siyang Bumangon at isinandal ang likod niya sa Unan na ipinatong ko sa Higaan niya

"Wag mo ngang sasabihin yan. Gagaling ka naman. Hindi nga lang ganun kabilis. All you have to worry is to get well. Marami kaming mag aalaga sayo. Wag kang mag alala. And don't you ever say that again. Para sa akin ikaw ang pinakagwapong pasyente sa buong mundo. Biruin mo sugat sugatan pero pogi pogi pa rin." Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang pisngi nito at iniharap sa akin

"Thank You Rian." He smiled

"For taking care of me. Thank you for staying with me. "

"Gusto mo bang Lumabas. Isakay kita sa Wheelchair. You need some air. "

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Pakiramdam ko ay para akong nakatapak sa langit nang maramdam ko ang preskong simoy ng hangin. Ilang buwan akong nasa Kwarto ko lang at nakahilata. Nakakamiss ang lumabas

Kung iisipin mo, Ang buhay ay napakaikli. I don't know what is the purpose of God for trapping me between life and death. Death ks peaceful and life is more complicated

I was stuck in the darkness alone for long and All I heard are unfamilliar voices. I don't know anything and I don't know myself but I can feel

through the unconscious moments of my life there was a strange pain in my heart.

Maybe it was the very reason that is why I had my 2nd life.

Napapangiti na lang ako habang tulak tulak ni Rian ang wheelchair ko. I somehow feel sorry for her. Rian is having a real hardtime in taking care of me.

I was thinking the days I was not awake yet. She felt guilt and the longing for me. My heart aches for that

She always apologize to me. It was like leaving me was her biggest sin. I am not blaming her for anything. I should feel the burden not her. After all It was me who didn't ran after her. and It was me who made the mistake.

I should have make her experienced the life of a wife that is being beloved by her Husband but I just made her feel insecurities and suffer from my mistakes

"Jake." Naptigil kami ni Rian Pareho sa babaeng nakasalubong namin

"Aileen" Nataranta ako bigla tinignan ko si Rian na nakatitig lang kay Aileen

"Rian-"

"You need to talk." Hinawakan ni Rian ang balikat ko. She smiled at me. Tumango ako sa kanya. But still I am very worried.

"Aileen. " Tawag ko sa kanya. Ngumiti lang ito sa akin at itinulak ang Wheelchair ko.

"Pasensya ka na. Ngayon lang ako nakadalaw. Hindi ko nalaman ang nangyari sayo." Hindi kaagad ako nakasagot. there was something in her voice thyat shocked me

"Ayos lang, Mabuti naman na ako ngayon" saad ko sa kanya

"Mabuti nalang nagising ka. "

It was like I was talking to the Aileen that I loved before. I was deeply wondering how is she doing now.