I silently walked into Nicole's room and saw Nicole's sleeping body perfectly laid out on top of her bed. She was perfect, and I lost her love, because of my stupid mistake, I ruined everything.
I sat down on the edge of her bed, and stared at her sleeping face. I stared at her for a moment. I thought of all the words I wanted to say to her. I wanted to tell her how much I love her. I wanted to explain how sorry I am, and how much I regret my mistake. I wanted to tell her how I cannot live without her.
I feel so lonely without her. When I close my eyes at night, I only see her face. The guilt eats me alive. I open my eyes to feel nothing but empty sheets. I miss having her sleeping close to me, and she cuddles up into my chest. I wrap my arms around her small frame, and I fall asleep to the quiet sound of her breathing against her chest. I miss her so much; too much.
I have to tell her, "I miss you," I whispered, "I miss you so much, Nicole. I-I don't know if I'll ever get you back, but you should know that I love you. I've always loved you, and will love you forever, even if you don't love me back. I extremely regret what I did to you. Words can't even express how sorry I am. Please Nicole, give me your love again."
Give me your love... Give me love. The lyrics popped into my head, and I started singing them to her:
Give me love like her,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
Give a little time to me, or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
