Trap Nigga

Chapter 49 Nicki struggles

Nicki
Every since I had this baby. I can't provide for it. I barely have money to feed it. I'm thinking about giving the baby up. I think this is my karma coming back to me. It turns out Trent wasn't the daddy. I don't know who this baby for. I still been fucking around with Devin. I lost everything I had including my house. My grandma told me the things I did was going to catch up with me and I didn't believe her. They really caught up with me. I haven't saw Trin in so long. I became a crack head with a baby. I'm even with a junky that ain't got shit going for his self. I made this bed now I have to lay in it. I walk up to the dumpster and threw my baby in it. I hope somebody will find it and take care of it better than I can cause right know I'm fucked up. I'm still prostituting for money that's the only way I know.