soon [dylan o'brien] [2] ✔️

50.

dylan:
so what did she say? 

crystal:
well hello to you too

dylan:
i'm sorry, hey. now what did she say?? i'm freaking out over here

crystal:
she said she doesn't know

dylan:
how can she not know if she wants to get married again?

crystal:
i want you to take a step back and really think about that

dylan:
shit

dylan:
i ruined everything

crystal:
yeah you did

crystal:
but now you have her again

crystal:
now that she has the idea of marriage in her head again, she's gonna start thinking about it. which means its very possible that she will want to

crystal:
i know my sister and she just needs time

dylan:
i just want to be married to her again

crystal:
i know, dyl

crystal:
please just give it time

dylan:
i will. i promise

dylan:
i just hope she knows that she is my whole world and i need her

crystal:
she knows

crystal:
she's unbelievably in love with you

crystal:
is she wasn't, she wouldn't have even thought about taking you back after what you did

dylan:
i never apologized to you about that. i know that i fucked up and that i broke her. it kills me to know that i did that. i never wanted to hurt her. i know that's such a stereotypical thing to say when you cheat on someone but i'm serious. i was drunk and i didn't know what i was doing. i take full responsibility for putting my kids in that situation and for making them confused through the time that brooke and i weren't together. it's my fault that brooke had to explain to them why i wasn't there anymore and why we weren't together. i'm so so incredibly sorry. i just want to keep saying it over and over bc every time i say it, i feel like it's not enough. thank you for doing this for me and for letting me back in. i can't thank you enough crystal

crystal:
i know you're sorry dylan. we all know that you are. you're welcome for asking her, but you aren't off the hook. i don't forgive you for hurting her. she was completely broken, dylan. i know brooke let you back in like nothing happened but i'm not that lenient. if you want all of our forgiveness, you're gonna have to show us that you won't hurt her again.

dylan:
i will. i'll show you how much she means to me. i couldn't live with myself if i hurt her again. she deserves the world and i'm prepared to give that to her

crystal:
good. i'll talk to you later, emma is awake and wanting to be fed

dylan:
bye crystal

crystal:
bye dylan

[3/19/17]