Well, some of freaking minds haunt me down before I want to go to bed. Many things happened in my life. As a teacher, I admit that I have done a lot of mistakes.
To be honest, I lost my passion in teaching the young generation. The main things is just a simple thing. I do not get any response and feedback on my thoughts, on what I should discuss on the class. My dream is simple. To make a class more than just assignments, scores and tests. However, the students nowadays do not need a philosophy discussion. They focus on their material of the lesson. Well, I cannot force my ideology when I did not get any response at all.
As a human being also, my life also turns shit. Many problems want to say hello to me because they haven't seen me for a long time. I give them my very best smile as my response on their hallos. Well, I cannot always complain on my life, right?
Well, i am a teacher. But in the other hand, i am also a human being. Well, i think it is okay to forget about my status as a teacher and write down some swearing words. I take the blasphemy of my status by myself.
That's just too long for a wattpad article. And finally i should say goodnight to the reader. May you have a great day when you open your eyes. May your life can bring a greater glorify of His Name. Amen.
